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This is what I like to call my rantings. Not quite a poem to me and I cant seem to figure out what to call them but rantings... Please excuse me when I dont make sence.








































How love really feels

Pierce my heart throw me out

Make me really really wonder

How truelove really feels...

Toppling over my baggage blundering

Words can hit like thunder can the feeling be really real?

Caught up in another lasting impression, caught up in another instant connection; yes  love

One look at you I felt the connection, one look in your eyes I felt the instant connection

Just a simple girl walking in the same direction, just a girl walking in loves direction for so long

Looking in to your eyes I felt the attraction, one look in your eyes I felt the connection yes  love

Shying away from the whole attraction, tuning away from our connection, running alone

My one and only true love connection afraid to feel the heat putting away the whole projection

Turning away from loves direction, running away from loves direction know I'm gone

I never needed you; I never wanted you

Pierce my heart throw me out

Make me really, really wonder

How love really feels

Can it really be real?

I really really wonder........

If its real, I wonder?

Over You???

Cutting through the darkest night of my whole damn life

Trying to keep the faith though Im loosing my strength

When I should be living in the prime of my life

but theres a pain that weighs on my mind, you weigh on my mind

I hold on to my heart you know theres nothing you can do or say; its the last tme

Slowly time has led me over you and time will let you over me; promise you we will pull through

Youve lost me now and you cant figure out how how its gone

When I watched you turn down the lights, pull down the shades to hide you and her

Do you really think Id live only on secrets and lies that Id abide; let it ride

Let me believe sunken alibis that change on a dime

In the end all it took was on look in your eyes with her standing by

These are the moments a girl likes to hide lie about; I will not cry

Now you wanna call me on our anniversary, I was shaken that night

Would you see through my disquise, if the pain wont hide...

The pain wont hide, the pain wont hide...

Cutting through the darkest night of my whole damn life

Trying to keep the faith though Im loosing my strength

When I should be living in the prime of my life

but theres a pain that weighs on my mind, you weigh on my mind

I hold on to my heart you know theres nothing you can do or say; its the last time

There are no questions to be asked theres nothing you can say or do to matter

Ive wrote the last line, to me your heart wont return......

When every step Ive taken has lead me straight to you

I think Im over you now, please say im over you now...

A single Tear Drop...

A single Tear Drop

Fell down my cheek

When I Realized it was He at my feet

So I dropped to my knees to hold my man

His body COLD shot by my own hand

When a single tear drop swept across my cheek

And the ice melted in my heart

When the pain inside was finally set free

Knowing he could never hurt me again.

I was finally free... free... from the vines of pain

That entangle our hearts and trap us in vain..

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A Pink Bleeding Heart Flower....

It almost looks like its really bleeding.. so pretty yet so sad...






Dream.....

I remember being shaken by a Dream last night

When a sudden flash of light nearly stole my sight

I nearly feel, my whole life came crashing down and you didnt care

The aroma in the air choked me, I couldnt speak through your stare

Lost on confusion my sins displayed, are you even here, even near

Oh I feel them watching me judging me with their eyes

Yes I see the dispise from every stander by

You slip in the words of love to illusion it all

When will you say why you have brought me here

Why you have set me up to fall and left me on my knees to crawl

 

I remember being told as a child to stay away from loves fire

It will burn you dear oh it will burn you if you do get near

Uncontrollable fire burning desire for him you always say its not fair

Its just when my heart believed in love I did not know how rare it is

I wont understand how a spark takes COMMAND " Id be the one to BURN"

Burning embers into memorys that Flame throughout me

That take away the revenue that surrounds me

Making me Lost inside There are no questions I can ask to understand you...

 

Now I stand Alone, Did I come here from the Love?

Golden Path followed in faith where every step betrayed me

Judging eyes who decided who I am without asking; Framed Me!!

Theres a Witness over here and a Witness over there

Oh whos gonna judge my soul when it comes to being worthy now...

Will you just shame my soul If I dont look pretty enough now???

Can you tell me if its Money, power, religion or your friends

That make you think you own the begining and the End

With your superficial power from Dreams of Revenge

How Dare you judge my Dream

How Dare you judge me????

That Moonlit Night 
 
I call out your name will you surrender your heart to me?
I close my eyes imaging things
Its not like me to surrender like this
Its just I cant resist your heavenly kiss
Their once was a time our time
Everything's possible when it was just you and I
Underneath the stars
That moonlit night so in love
You only get one chance to feel this way
Dont waste a moment you'll miss a lifetime
I can only recreate the moment in my mind
Its all about another time and place
Underneath the stars
That moonlit night so in love
Ill close my eyes 
Whisper out loud to the moon to win over your heart
Its not like me to surrender like this 
I just cant resist your heavenly kiss
Underneath the stars
That moonlit night so in love
Ill close my eyes and imagine you cant resist me
Its to me you will surrender your heart
Underneath the stars
That moonlit night so in love
So in love, we fell in love
 

Devil Inside

She learned her lesson now

Its been so many years

Chained to these fears

Holding back for so long

Dont look for the answers in my eyes

Dont look for the reasons in my kiss

It only confuses you, confuses me

Its just the devil inside me

I'm a lil devil in disguise

I cant change what I am inside

I am a lil devil in disguise

Thats just who I am

Dont look in my eyes for the answers

Dont look for the reasons in my kiss

It only confuses you, confuses me

Let me tell you what youre anticipating

Underneath my skin you can see me so say it

I'm a lil devil in disguise, a devil inside






All She Wanted

I know this girl who usually cries

Once there was love burning in her eyes

When the love escaped her she thought she could save him

She lies awake at night thinking of ways to change for him

When you do too much to fit in it all begins to show

This is where all the broken hearted go when no one cares to know

Every word is inspired she writes about her life

She says love please sweep over me all I really need is to be free

Fading into silence she hides her feelings for what she really needs

Her anger replaces a love that's already been gone

She wont reach out, she lashes out to scratch your eyes out

Cant see how she's made you blind to her light

Hidden under her anger is a gentle heart she's kind inside

You'll never see through her mask until the anger unfolds tears of gold

I know this girl who usually cries

Once there was a love burning in her eyes

The traumatic scars have left pain she cant seem to hide

Learning to love is where she can let down her guard to mend

Liars complicate our minds living in the moment can be so exhausting

And no one hears a single word she says

I know she aches for a loves that gone

How can I heal the pain for someone?

Youre lonely inside I wish I could save you, Id take you away from here

Id give you somebody to care about you

All you needed was someone to help you set your broken heart fee

All you really needed is someone to love, yes someone to love

If you wanted I could save you Id be the one who cares to set you free

You'd still be loved when I'm gone your broken heart will be finally set free

Fake

Its up and down

Go round and round in circles

Let me know which direction im taking

I'm mistaken you fall I wanna catch you

I don't understand why you'd fake it

Underneath the pretty intentions

The soul searching question

Why love fakes it?

You look around

All around, all around

Tell me how I fit into this situation

I'm mistaken, you fall I wanna catch you

Trying to understand what Id broken

Why I'm choking?

Its up and down

Go round and round in circles

Let me know which direction im taking

I'm mistaken why cant I catch you

How do I take this?

Why does love?

Why love, love fake it?

The Fire

Sara repeated a list of names

Shes beginning to sound so condescending

Its time she looks for the truth in her head

She searches for answers with a vengeance

He's feed her lies he's hypnotized her

He's got her hanging on a wire for him

He lights his match to watch her burn by fire

Soon it will be another lesson to learn; why the fire...

She says she's tired of pretending it fine

Sara repeats to me the reasons why

She's beginning to sound so condescending

Its time she gathered a pocket full of hope and ran

Hold on tight so that you can cope

She wont walk away she knows her fate she awaits the fire

Shes hanging on a wire weakened by design

She falls directly into the fire, overcome by the flames

Sara was so condescending when I last saw her

She left a box full of notes unread

She wrote about love fire as the victim

It was all about the fire, the fire

She fell right into the fire

She left us with a vengeance...